Absolution النص الأصلي ل جوانا سابا

I am hurtling headfirst into oblivion. I know not what awaits me aside from certain death. And for the time being death is sufficient.

In my head I am neither beautiful nor intelligent nor good and therefore my right to life is inherently counterfeit.

The world to me is nothing more than a meaningful array of absolutely futile meaninglessness. I contrive definition out of nothingness; I create substance out of emptiness. I am a heathen magician and my own magic brings me down to my knees.

I simply wait for it to evolve into my ultimate demise –

My ultimate absolution.